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I'm both really excited and really, really scared right now. I found out today that Jess and I got the apartment we applied for. Since I don't have credit history, we have to pay a double security deposit, which Jess will be putting down. That will leave her struggling for money and that worries me.
I really want to find a job up there. I've applied for a ton in the past week or so but haven't heard anything. Please-if anyone could send out really good vibes into the universe that I find a job up there so I can be an equal partner in our relationship-I would really, really appreciate it. It's so nerve racking right now to not have a job and to be looking for one and also to have money concerns over my head. I am trying to remain positive and I know something will work out. It's just a bit scary right now.
I really want to find a job up there. I've applied for a ton in the past week or so but haven't heard anything. Please-if anyone could send out really good vibes into the universe that I find a job up there so I can be an equal partner in our relationship-I would really, really appreciate it. It's so nerve racking right now to not have a job and to be looking for one and also to have money concerns over my head. I am trying to remain positive and I know something will work out. It's just a bit scary right now.