I'm listening to Richard Shindell's new album. The very first time I talked to Jess on im, I was listening to him and hearing the birds chirp softly outside my window on another beautiful April night. It makes me feel nostalgic and warm and soft inside.

I'm wearing the sapphire ring she got me a few years ago. Everytime I wear this, it makes me feel safe and protected. Perhaps it's a placebo effect but whenever I wear this, small and large things that would normally bother me don't. It's like a protection charm, a chant against the darkness and the sometimes too bright light.

On May 12th, we will have been together for two years. It seems so long to me and I can't beleive it hasn't been longer. Maybe I should be making this post on that but it was April 23rd of 2007 the first time I talked to Jess. So, yes, today and right now is an anniversary in and of itself. I hear rumblings that New Jersey is putting same sex marriage on its agenda in the next year or so and I wait, eagerly, for that to become a reality rather than a really nice dream.

In other words, there is no other words. There is just this. Just love and softness.


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